Is it better to have an aimless life...........

Don't know ...... may be yes may be not........ on one hand you are not leading a one track life and your aim is to be a better human being....living each moment as it comes...not planning in advance...... on the other hand it feels you are the only one non achieving person.... look how much other people have achieved in life.....

people tell me i am nice, fun to be with..... do i think so... i am mellowing down trying to give space to people around me but what am i craving for.... y cant they understand..... i feel like such a novice at times not an expert of anything...... when i see people around me i feel incompetent..... jack of all trades master of none..... wish i could be someone somebody could look up to..... someone could think is his or her best friend.... could pour my heart to and could hear their murmurings..... is this my aim in life......